Some Good. Some Bad

Some good, some bad

Taking four years off after high school to work for Royal Caribbean was the best thing I have ever done, and probably will ever do in my life. I traveled the world, while getting paid doing what I love to do most, dance. There was never a doubt in my mind that I wouldn’t go back to school, but it did take longer than expected. I was a great student in high school and didn’t think a little life experience would interfere with that. I was confident entering school, knowing that Public Relations (relating with the people) is “my thing.” I knew getting back in the books would be a challenge, but I’ve never let myself down before.

Overwhelmed is the only word I can use to describe how I felt in my very first University class, Mass Communication. Mark Lipton, who seemed like a wonderful individual, fair and intelligent come to mind, stood in front of the class lecturing about entropy something or other, and explained every assignment we will be expected to do. Thinking about the amount of work that was required was nauseating. Even as I’m writing this I have a nervous feeling, like I’m scared of this class or something. I’m not scared of the teacher, or the students, or even the thought of presenting in front of 120 people. Is it possible that a work load alone can instill such fear?

I’m a strong individual, and a hard worker. I’m not going to let this overwhelming feeling and fear defeat me. I must surround myself with good people, get these group assignments started, and manage my time accordingly.

I’m excited to be in this next chapter of my life. The character building has already started. I feel it inside.